Hello world

Hello future me,

It's been a while since I posted here. Let's see what comes out.

Not long ago I was let go from a software engineer role at a bank. It was a new role where I was hired as a level three engineer, and then I was let go after a couple months for being under-qualified. Now I get to visit my family in Virginia more and am appreciating my newfound freedom.

Having full autonomy of your own life must be a rare experience so I feel I must cherish it. My early life experiences were in grade school and university so I never got to experience life in this freeing fashion. Occasionally I notice people working diligently in their day jobs and I feel a sense of guilt. I hope to provide to society in some way to make up for the lost time of contribution.

At the moment I am simplifying my daily routine by improving my organization and overall mindfulness. I use my devices intentionally and relax more. Time has seemingly slowed in the process and it makes me feel appreciative of the fleeting moments. I watch more television, play more basketball, stretch, and most importantly, relax.

Surya